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Friday, January 30, 2009 Y Friday, January 30, 2009

Baby, I Miss You~ <33

Grats to those who got into their dream courses~ For those who got into shitty courses, don't be sad, try to appeal~ Good luck~

I just remember something, tmr is the 31st JAN! 45 CENTS FOR BUS/TRAIN IS LOVED FOR THE LAST DAY! Oh god, i miss being a student alr. KNS!
My Beloved Sarah Mei quited maple today and all of us are sad~ T.T I Love you MEI~ You rock all the time in maple when we rule the ks-ing parts~ Sexay Bitch~ Come back soon yea? Yuri and the rest will wait for you~ Much of loves~ <3333>I need a job sooooooon, anyone got lobang? Intro to me, yea? I go off already~ See ya all~ I need photos~ >.<

Baby boy, you walked your path,

And i walked mine,

You have Carol now,

And i have my memories with you,

I kept it down in my heart,

Locked it up,

I'm trying not to open it for you alr,

Becos i should move on without you,

There's other guys out there,

Who may be my MR Right,

Yet i'll miss ya alot,

Those days when you treated me like a princess,

With all the care and concern,

Whenever you need me next time,

I'll be there for you,

I promise,

Jy Darl, Forever My Love~

<33333333333333333333333

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Y Friday, January 30, 2009

Pouts~

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO BEN BAOBEII <33~
You are finally 15 le, time to be more mature le hor~
1 more year to NC16, endure with it~
Best wishes to you~
GOD BLESS YOU~
ZHIYING LOVE BEN BAOBEII~ ^^

Good luck to those taking their posting results today~ I wish you guys all the best in getting your dream course~

I, of course, pray that appealling would work out somehow~ 2009 won't be a bad year, i have that feeling. Valentine's day coming in 2 weeks, What's my plan? I'm not sure myself also, No plans maybe, lonely one? Maybe not, HOHO~ See who date me ba~ ^^ Tuition next week on Thursday in the morning at 9.30AM, and it's insane! But it's my future, what can i do. I control my fate and destiny. I need a part time job like soon, i'm broke like shyt. Haven't touch Angpow money as it's little also, i dont bare to use them! T.T Can money drop from sky? *Dreaming* Watched 2 movie straight this week, Red cliff 2 and Inkheart~ NICE SIOL~ HOHO~ Anw, im going off~ Blog soon~ Ciaos~ ^^

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Monday, January 26, 2009 Y Monday, January 26, 2009

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL~

A new year with a new start~

Bless all with good health & lots of fortune~

It's 2009 le, and i had a great new start~ My Maple char is HELMED~ WOOTS~ Like finally la, with the help of xSoulraider, Babylexx, Babydusty, xiia0sn0w, Finestic, etc~ Thanks Man. Greatly appreciated~ Had steamboat with my family as reunion dinner and i slept after that till 8, Mahjong till 2+ AM.
Today plans, go BaiNian at Aunt's place then to CheeHow's chalet @ East Coast~ Mahjong time again, this time i must win man~ Kns~ Okay la, i got to go already~ Blog Soon with photos?

iAMmy5tics is Helmed on 24 January 2009 @ Pc Bunk~

Baby Boy, Today i only have 3 words to say,t
hat is..
I MISS YOU~
Jy Darl, I Love You~

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Saturday, January 24, 2009 Y Saturday, January 24, 2009

Chuan, Zhiying, Aar0n~

Busy day out with my beloved friends back in Secondary School and Outside friends. Spend half the day in school for CNY celebration and it was kind of bored this year. Maybe it's becos the event wasn't planned by student councillors but teacher. LOL~ Ms Lee is now Mrs Low or Loh as she's married already? Yupps, Saw almost all my teachers and they brought me memories back then again. Sad to say, i miss those times alot but they are always kept in my heart. After everything, i was suppose to be going out with Adrian and Clique yet becos of someone who said somethings, i change my plan and decided to go find my friend, SongJun the cute guy who wanted to accompany me the whole day with my friends. Met up with Aaron and Chuan along with that Song Jun, they bought tickets for movie, LOVE MATTERS~ I went to shop for clothes for CNY and i saw afew just that i'm thinking which is more worth to buy. And Song Jun know my primary school friend, DOMINIC SOH WEI JIE! Kns, damn paiseh la, that idiot say me till so idiotic. I'm not idiotic hor you, emo boy~ Aaron has a new haircut now and it's cool~ But when you see him at first, you will think that it's funny but afterthat you think that it's so nice. HAHAHAHA, not insulting hor, i'm serious.
Went to find Billy and clique after that with SongJun to STEAMBOAT. We chatted alot while we were on our way and he was irritating me with my shortness in height. Eh, i know i'm short already lo, don't need to remind me about it right. F3, now it sounds like i really do mind being short, yea i DO, OF COURSE. He funny la but i still think that his cute and handsome like korean singer. Opps. :x The steamboat was average and first time that stupid Cheehow never come irritate me. For ytd, i nv shoot him back also, be glad, i gave you face ytd becos of billy telling me how early you came to help out. I'll see you next week and you better don't irritate me also, orelse i will turn you into a dish. LOL~ Just joking la. I'm not a saddist. Went home after everything ended and i know new friends, GIRLS not GUYS. Took the Mrt back alone on Red Line as the rest stay on the Green Line, KNS right. While i sat down and was listening to my Ipod songs, there was this handsome dude sitting right opposite of me with his friend who was like smiling to me and talking to his friend at the same time. LOL, it was so awkward that i actually acted blur about it to avoid any eye contact. That dude got down at Woodlands and he said BYE TO ME with a smile~ His friend was like laughing as she was paiseh also. She got down at Yishun and said bye to me also. Weird experience on the train at night. Reached AMK and i decided to walk home to save $0.45 on bus. The time i reach home, my legs were aching alr, and i spend alot of time showering. HAHAHA. Okay, i wanna go do my stuffs alr. Blog soon~

Can We Still Be Lovers Once More?

You're Mine Sweetest Addiction, Forever My Love ღ~

Baby Boy, You gave me alot of cold shoulders these few days,
And i'm sick and tired of it,
Not saying that i don't have feelings for you anymore,
Just that aren't you tired of quarrelling with me?
Why must our relationship be like this,
It kind of like myself being at home,
Getting nag over stuffs,
Makes no differents,
I'm disappointed,
Jy Darl, I Love You~
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

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Thursday, January 22, 2009 Y Thursday, January 22, 2009

I wanna move on, But it's hard without you~

I haven't been blogging these days as i'm lazy to do so, plus so many things has happen lately. I'm not in the mood either. Relationship is a irritating thing now too, i don't even think about it alr. It's like going 1 year alr and still there, i need time to think through this, plus with all my close friends telling me what i should do, i think this time, i should settle it once and for all. Dragging the time longer is just making myself feel even more hurt in a sense. Yea, everyone thinks that i'm retarded in this but i don't really care. I'm still jealous though over some stupid reason but i trust his new brother about what he told me. It's the trust to be in it, and i will do so if that makes any chances. I don't know actually, but yea~ I wanna watch movie with him and it's been a long time since i last seen him, not to say talk. We sort of fight almost everyday and his with his new clique of maple friends which are quite idk..no offences la. But he has been siding them like as if they are his girlfriends when i didnt said a thing. OMG, this is not justice lo. KNS.
Tomorrow is the day where most of us are going back school for Chinese New Year Celebration and i'm going back. I miss my clique, i miss Adrian, Wei Quan they all and the 5a2 people, those days where the 5A's were like a nuisance in school back then. Yet they are now memories kept in my heart and mind, sweet, happy, funny and not forgotten. And i guess i'm going out with Adrian and the brothers tomorrow after celebration, i wanna watch movie! LOVE MATTERS is a must watch! WeiQuan threaten me to pay for new members fees too, and he say Scammer is low class so i should call him a Con Artist as it's much more high class. What shyt is this man, but he is still very funny~ ^^ Okay la, I'll be meeting them at 10AM in school tomorrow with the rest of the 5A's and i wanna take photo with all of them. Now i'm going off to chat with Baka Ah Kor Jeff's friends, BYE~

P.S. Song Jun is SO CUTE and he looks like Super Junior 1 of the guy! OMG~ :x

Baby boy, where'd you go?

I miss you so,

You have change alot this time,

I swear there is something fishy going on,

But i rather trust you,

Then to go ask you what has happen to you lately,

I understand that i'm not your girlfriend afterall,

But i'm still worried about you,

Sorry to be so bitchy,

Yet i just had to do so,

Jy Darl, I Love You Too Much To Let You Go Now~

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

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Monday, January 19, 2009 Y Monday, January 19, 2009

Suddenly i miss that *SPECIAL* someone alot now..but i know in my heart that it's no use either~ *Sighs~

Baby boy, you should know that i'm missing you right now,

Or even every minute of time,

Every single day,

I always do,

Yet today i miss you even more,

The feelings inside me is to give you up,

But i just can't do it,

Even if i said to everyone that i will,

The trying is always back to square 1,

I dread a lonely valentine's day,

Do you even know that?

Jy Darl, I Love You~

<3333333333333333333333

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Thursday, January 15, 2009 Y Thursday, January 15, 2009

Aaron & I @ Republic Poly ~

Okay, i am thinking, thinking very hard now..Piang eh~ Stress like fuck~ Suan le..I'm speechless now~ But i know if i can get into Republic Poly, i will very happy~ Orelse, i'm going to study Private O's with HaoRan & Siti~ Cheers, i feel the stress already, and after getting results i find out that friends i once know are not true friends except for some~ Sad right, becos of your results and they start to avoid you. What the Shyt man~ I curse them~ Anyway, i love my friends who cared for me, thanks for the support~ Greatly Appreciated~ Okay, i need to plan my day already~

Baby boy, do you know how much i hate you,

I hate you to ignore me,

I hate this days we aren't talking,

I hate the times when you hang up the phone,

I hate you to leave me behind just like that,

Do you know how hurtful it is?

I tried so hard alr,

Jy Darl, I Love You~

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 Y Wednesday, January 14, 2009

-Retake 'O's?

-Retain?

-Take Private?

-Go Ite?

Omg. I so wanna go POLY that i can cry already, like seriously lo. Sighs, this is my life fated to be, but can't it much more better? I really hope the appeal at RP will come true, just any of the 5 choices and im contented enough. But if i'm gonna retake 'O's, i want it to be the same subs as what i took as new subs sucks like hell and i seriously can kill my cells. Guess it's time to say good bye to maple soon and start revising all those shitty subs into my mind alr. I swear i will cry but if all this hard work this year allows me to get a slot in Poly next year, it's worth while and i'm sure i will be laughing my ass off more than my other friends. But for now, Keep dreaming and i am still dreaming. At least, i'm thinking about what i want now, all those nags from friends, family were just a piece of story for me to reflect about what i am suppose to do for myself best. I'm lucky to be a girl as i don't have to go National Service so count it as a privilege to study more. Yet i still think that if i get to retain back in school is a dumb choice as seeing MONGKHENG is already hell for me, and i bet the others will think that im mad. Retaking = Redeciding my future. I just can't figure it out well enough now and why is it that our school results are so sucky. I guess the fun this year is cut to the lowest point alr, it's gonna be Books and more Books~ HELL MAN but i have to face the facts, i failed my 'O's with screwed up results. Many of my friends too but i'm gonna face it first and get a better education. I wanna go poly and to a local university if i am able too, though i hate studying but no good cert = no good job in the working world. So what's the better deal now for me?

Baby boy, the times has change,

You and i are gonna walk different paths in our life alr,

I bet you are glad,

Becos you finally are getting off my crutches,

You may think that i wont bug you again,

But think twice,

If i have the will,

I will~

It's been 11 months since i waited,

And it will go on,

Jy Darl, I Love You~

Monday, January 12, 2009 Y Monday, January 12, 2009

The last recess together as a clique in school~

I LOVE THEM~

2 words to describe O level results: SCREW IT~

2 words to describe my results: FUCK IT~

2 words to describe my feelings now: FACE IT~

2 words to describe how im gonna go on for this coming days: JUST EMO~

2 words to describe on this blog post: LOVING IT~

2 words to describe what i am going to do now: GOOD BYE~

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Sunday, January 11, 2009 Y Sunday, January 11, 2009

OMGOMGOMG~ IT'S TMR~ TMR IS RESULTS DAY ALR~ I SO WISH MY DREAM COME TRUE, JUST GIVE IT TO ME~ GIVE IT TO ME BABY~ I WANT THAT 15 POINTS ON MY RESULT SLIP MAN~ DON'T ASK ME TO GO DREAM ON, COS I DON'T WANT TOOO! I JUST WANT TO HAVE A WONDERFUL RESULTS FOR ME TO GO POLY! AND I SWEAR IF I GOT 15 POINTS, I WILL GO BUSINESS IF NOT GAME DEVELOPMENT! AIYA, I DON'T KNOW! I KNOW I VERY KAN CHIONG NOW AND ALL THE COMPUTERS AT HOME ARE SPOILED~ BAD SIGN BUT I PRAY TO GOD! PLEASE PLEASE, I SWEAR I WILL MAKE NEW RESOLUTION AND I MEAN IT! I THINK I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT TOO. I SHALL FIND SOMEONE TO TALK THRU OUT THE NIGHT!

TMR IS MY ADUUUUUUUUUUUUU'S 18TH BIRTHDAY TOO, AND IT'S MY RESULTS DAY. HOW NICE CAN IT BE, CLASH TOGETHER! ADUUU, PLEASE WISH THAT I GET GOOD RESULTS! AND I WILL PRAY TO YOU OR TREAT YOU TO A MEAL, I PROMISE!

ANYWAY, SEE YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS TMR IN SCH AT 1.45 SHARP! I WISH YOU ALL LUCK AND SEE YOU GUYS IN THE COURSE YOU ALL WISH NEXT TIME~ GOD BLESS US! AMEN!

Wednesday, January 07, 2009 Y Wednesday, January 07, 2009

YOHA~ MIA long enough from my blog alr, and i sure know that~ Friends dont have to remind me, i'm just lazy and i'm down with cough and sore throat after the K-box session with my dearest maple girlfriends : Aduuu, Shienn, Jesslyn, Jiexi, Cunyi~ It was fun to sing with them, i swear i was damn paiseh when i wanted to sing but yet i overcome it~ Muahaha, so now i lost my voice and i cant go for job interview which sucks now. I'm in need of money alr~ T.T
I wanna get myself a PSP or a DS which will not be possible. Actually, i should get a camera instead, more realistic. Results are like next week and i so don't wanna get it. I seriously pray for GOOD results that can just get into a poly so that i'm able to get a laptop for myself for schoolwork and play~ I miss school too, saw pictures of the new campus and it's so NICE but i don't wanna retain, so too bad. I wont be able to use those nice facilities.
In maple, i'm stuck at level 93 and i'm kind of bored already. I wanna reach 120 this year leh..but so hard sia. OMG. Maple addiction is bad for health. Jiaye has stopped at lvl 128 and i dont know where has he gone too alr. =.= Crushes in maple are bad, and it's bad to flirt too much in maple. LOL~ I'm not a flirter or hongster if u call it. I'm very devoted to the one i love~ F3 Whatever crap i have alr. Back to maple~