Monday, June 30, 2008 Y Monday, June 30, 2008
TODAY IS HICCUPS DAY FOR ME~ PEK CEK~ Keep hiccups for no reason, make me totally no mood man. Anyway, F&N students got their Coursework Part B today and seriously, i hate the question. Fat helps to improve the palatability of most food. Investigate the effects of fats in a food item of your choice. So now what do you think about the question? I still like last year question about Flour, that's much easier. My hand got blueblack now too, because of some stupid incident happen on me and i bang into the doorknob. *Ouch Man~ Plus it's sad sad day again for me, didn't really had any chance to talk to him so much, yet he was lazy today as i notice. Yupps, and so after school I went home but went out again to see if I can get any food home for snack, end up I got myself Vitagen and Gatsby Deodorant Rug[Floral Mix]. It has a light, floral scent that is mildly sweet and sexy which express a gentle, sensitive image. How nice right? Hehes. Jessie should be in hospital now, she’s gonna have her tonsils removal operation tomorrow, so I guess classmates will have to visit her on Wednesday. I’m yet sure about the Ward no. but I only know that she’s admitted to KK Women & Children Hospital. I wish her well, it will be so hard to even speak after the operation, sad right? Got to go do some research on my Coursework B~ Byeeee~ ^^XOXO~
P.S I pray Jessie Mei will recover soon~
P.S.S Youth Day Holiday is on 7th July that special day ~
Boy, it's be so hard to keep trying to be your friend,
When can we be lovers again,
When can you even give me another chance to try it out,
When you knew all the long,
It will work out somehow,
Afterall, i'm being a good girl all this while,
Listening to your every word~
Labels: SCHOOL~
Sunday, June 29, 2008 Y Sunday, June 29, 2008
It time for me to post some pictures into my blog and make it have some life orelse it's so dull~
The cookies Charmaine Bestie gave me~ Thanks!
Cookie Time~
Okay, that's my Cookie Mirror~
Bleahs~ xP
Reflection~ I'm gonna wear like this next Saturday~ ^^
Promises must be kept right?
Boy, I'm still waiting for you,
To come back to me,
Just like you promise me,
But when?
I MISS YOU DEARLY~
Labels: pictures
Saturday, June 28, 2008 Y Saturday, June 28, 2008
Went back to school in the morning today for Chemistry Remedial~ It was great and i actually understand more about Chemistry now only that i can get kind of blur still. Yet those that went had a treat from Mrs Jeya, MCDONALDS~ She's a good teacher that treats her students well, so i decided to go for remedial classes every Saturday if there is. Went to study and finish up all my homework given with Michelle and Clique at Mac-Drive-thru till 3+. Manage to understand more about maths as i had alot of difficulties while Cheng Heng & Michelle struggle to help me. Thanks! I'm sorry for being slow~ I hate to be home nowadays already too, Family members all giving me Fucked-up attitude, seriously i don't know what are they thinking. I study say i nv study just show only, if it is so, i won't even go touch my books or what so ever. I'm not a potential person who love books alright~ Stop pushing me like those kids that have freaking no life but study. Coming home is just to sleep for me now on my comfy bed everyday if you ask me, and that's when i have no stress thinking about all this idiotic stuffs. I hate thinking that my life is practically over or what la. Friends, Family, Love & Life, this 4 actually screwed up my life now..none of it is actually treating me good. I seriously miss the past when i always have someone to rely on. And i think i'm fucking grounded to not go out with friends now too. How fuck can my life go on? Screw it, seriously! Anyway, i'm getting gastric pain now, i need food~ BYEEEE~Boy, i kept thinking of you today,
Kept thinking about our past,
When we were so sweet & close tgt,
Closer then you & her the other time,
Yet you still chose her instead of me,
Which i cried again,
While i was showering,
I wasn't really thinking much then..
Because i know I LOVE YOU too much~
Labels: mcd
Friday, June 27, 2008 Y Friday, June 27, 2008
Now i'm so tired, had so many things to do today plus seeing lots of things i shouldn't see it's not helping me destress. I really felt like jumping off the building just now like Marcus Kor wanting to jump off from his window. Crazy but i'm serious. There's Remedial tomorrow and i decided to be a good girl and go since there will be a treat from Mrs Jeya too, Mc-delivery if we go. I want Big breakfast! Lols, i really need to open up my mind and not think so much. It's the time for me to believe in someone or even trust the person. Maybe i am just too selfish from the start and never thought about other people's feelings. Anyway i just thought of this, Love isn't about comparing who love who most but to understand the person and believe in him/her, that's much more important. As for now, i'm going off to bed soon? I'm having bladder problem today, am i stressing too much which lead to this? *Sighs. I think i'm an irritating person to most people now too. I just want attention from people and some may think that i'm just using them. I'm not worth anyone's trust now, am i? Or do i still left with Bibi Darl & that special him? I'm not sure about it, but i'm sure both of them are my destiny. Byeee~ I'll update my blog with all the pictures real soon, i promise~ >.<XOXO~
Boy, you once said to me,
If you give up urself, You give up the whole world,
And guess what..
I really took those words seriously,
I'm still thinking through them each day,
Not giving up on you as it may be end of my world too~
I LOVE YOU but am i destined to be with you ever?
Labels: frustrated
Y Friday, June 27, 2008
Now i'm having F&N lesson and i'm slacking as i'm very depressed now~ Don't even know what am i stressing about actually. I just know that deep down i'm thinking of something yet i'm not sure if it's true or i'm just thinking too much. But i really don't know what to do. Chatting with Bibi Darling on the phone now, telling her how i felt and feel much more relieve now, at least i'm not thinking too much already. I miss Bibi Darling so much now~ *Sighs~ How man, i don't know how to control my feelings now, i just feel like ranting it on people seriously especially on those people who pissed me off~ Forget it, i shall stop here for now, finish up my Coursework is the most important thing now. Math remedial in the afternoon and i'm stucked in a fucked-up class while they are in the same class. Screw maths~ =.=Boy, whenever i'm depressed thinking about you,
You always gave me false hopes,
Giving me those that i kept thinking it will come true,
Yet no matter what happens,
I will wait for you,
Even if it cost my life~
I'm willing but you won't be touched by then too,
As our obstacles is always there~
Sighs~
I MISS YOU LIKE HELL NOW~
Labels: FNN
Thursday, June 26, 2008 Y Thursday, June 26, 2008
I'M DEAD-BEATEN~ *Sighs~Boy, it's a sudden change that i felt you ard me,
So so closely,
Yet the fact is that it's still so far~
I MISS YOU~
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Y Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Okay, i just downloaded Hsia0 Jing Teng's new album from some site which is very good~ Love it, anyway, whoever who wants the songs, please ask it from me as i'll be grateful to send it to you~ Cheers~ Bye~
Labels: jamshsiao
Y Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Okay, i'm not in the mood. School has made me busy already, upcoming test, remedials, orals, blah blah blah, you can name it for me. Plus Friends relationship is giving me a headache already, when i'm in a bad state with Aaron now. Seriously, i don't know what is he thinking about now when actually i treated him as my closest Best friend ever yet because of some stupid conflicts, we are not talking already. Sighs~ Depressed but i guess, it just need time for us now. Yet i'm still sorry, my dear friend. Got to go, Dad is @!$#&$%@ me already, i'm getting pissed when i'm doing my F&N coursework too. WTF!!!!!!! I hate 'O's now~ Byeeeeeeeeeeee~XOXO~
Days not talking to Aaron: 3 & still counting? Blahs~Boy, if we have a last chance to get tgt again,
Will you be mine and love me for the last time?
How can i show you that i love you so much?
Love you, Baby~ ^^
Labels: school
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Y Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Okay okay, the number of views for my blog is getting lesser but lately i have no more mood to blog that much due to some reasons. Plus school? Thought it will be a great thing going back yet somehow my clique people all seems weird towards me. *Sighs~ Yet i shouldn't let that pull me down. Anyway, i got to go already, i'll blog everything tomorrow when i'm on doing F&N coursework~ Bye all~ ^^Boy, i just love the way we are communcating now,
Even though it's just that close,
But it's okay~
I love the way it is now between us~
Muacks~
I LOVE YOU~
Sunday, June 22, 2008 Y Sunday, June 22, 2008
I will be busy for the upcoming weeks so yupps, i wont be blogging that often~ So take care all~ MISS ME ALRIGHT? STUDY HARD FOR ALL~ BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~P.S I PRAY THAT 'O' LEVELS CAN GET OVER SOON~Boy, soon after 'o's,
I'll get my answer right?
I simply love you~ ^^
Saturday, June 21, 2008 Y Saturday, June 21, 2008
Okay, this post is gonna be short~ I finally got to use the com after 1 day 21 hours, grounded like crazy & how i hope i didn't have 'O' lvls this year. Anyway, i'm down with Serious Flu & Cough. Seriously, FUCKED UP~ School's in 1 day time & i can't wait, at least i get to see my friends in school & time to brush up my studies. I really have no idea how to study hard or whatever, but i guess i won't come online & blog so much already. So People, Miss me alright? I'll try to come online at least 30mins a day to keep you updated with my life, though it may be boring for some of you, right? Okay, Got to go do other stuffs before i run out of time. See you guys around~ Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~P.S Miss me alright? XOXO~
Boy, just stay the way you are,
Don't change,
Yet i hope you change your heart,
So that you could love me~
I Miss You~
Labels: Mia
Y Thursday, June 19, 2008
This will be the 200th post~ Today is a indescribable day, should i be happy or should i be having mixed-up feelings? Anyway, i went to Hub today to catch Get Smart, it's a nice movie. Romance, Action & Comedy? I love Dwayne Johnson[THE ROCK] in the movie, so HOT as usual~ Steve Carell[Monk], Anne Hathaway were nice man~ I'll rate it 3 & 1/2 stars~ Somehow i'm confuse with myself & Love today. Damn emo after the movie when i was heading home, i did a good deed too. Help some lady go to the tech place to get her portable DVD fixed. Reward myself with food after that, made me regret too. Fattening man~ T.T Headed for a nap after that as i didn't want to think too much, & somehow JingQuan di interrupted my dream. =.= Now i'm still thinking alot, seriously i don't know what to do. Just helped WeiKang edit his pictures, hope he like it as i didn't really have the mood to edit pictures. As for now, what should i do tomorrow? I wanna watch Penelope, You Don't Mess With the Zohan & upcoming movies such as HELLBOY II: THE GOLDEN ARMY, THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR, IT'S A BOY GIRL THING & Wall-E, yet i need lotsa money~ Frustration~
Boy, I just wanna be your girl for life,
To love you like i never love anyone before,
Till the day i die & still loving you~
Sighs~
Labels: Getsmart
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Y Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I'm Very Very depressed today, though not after recieving a msg from *someone* who always wanted me to be happy with my choices, yet i always wanted too but in the end i always fail to do so. I made him angry with me today becos of my foolish act and now i'm in a devastated state. Even when i kept telling him that i am sorry, he just won't accept it, how petty can a guy be sometimes, i really wonder~ And I really feel like shyt though Genie they all kept telling me that it will be alright. Actually we had to hand in English Compo today yet i told Mrs Yau that i'll hand it to her tomorrow instead as i can't really think what to write. Since i only have afew hours in school tomorrow while the others have Amaths, Art, D&T. F&N people can go relax~ I had a bad feeling today that somehow they will be back together once again. God, please don't let this happen once again. I had enough shocked, don't play tricks on me anymore, i don't wanna play with you~ I really pray that he will notice me somehow after all this. Even friends close to us can see how devoted i am for you but you just kept holding on to her after she left you? I'm here, always here by your side, have you even notice that? Sighs. I'm going off~ I feel like crying now already~ I Miss Bestie Char & Darling Bibi alot now~ T.T
Bestie Aaron~ ^^
My SweetHearts~
Boy, I Love You ~
P.S I'll post rest of the photos tmr~ Kena pissed now already. =.=
Boy, Even though we are so near,I still find that..
We are still so far from each other,
Everything that i hope,
Is way far more than i could imagine~
I Miss You~
Labels: Ohmann
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Y Tuesday, June 17, 2008
To my most beloved ex-bf Jiaye,
Baby Boy, Happy 17th Birthday~
Hope you like your present, as alot of ppl in class envy already[i got scoldings too~]~
May all your wishes come true~
Stay handsome always uhh & be more mature now~
It's fine if can't be tgt now, I'm fine~
I know you are overcoming the shock in some ways yet i realise somehow there's a secret behind everything between you & her..Blahs~
You are always sweet till that day..but i can only say let fate decide on us now~
I LOVE YOU LOTS SINCE THEN TILL NOW ..
And I don't really care what others really say about me for you..even if i think i'm just being a idiot waiting all this while..I'm just afraid to let you go..
Somehow it's worth it, right?
Muacks~
XOXO~
Loves,
Zhiying ღ .
Labels: baby boy
Monday, June 16, 2008 Y Monday, June 16, 2008
Anyway, i went to town to get his present today straight after school~ Mp3, Abit sot right but i got it already. Tomorrow is his birthday and i wonder who is he gonna celebrate it with, His brothers? At least i hope it'll be a good one for him. * Pray hard~ I love this week alot, Great movies all this week out, i can't wait to catch it, but the first problem is..MONEY & PEOPLE~ I wanna go have my house Kbox session already..Blog tomorrow or later ba~ BYEE~~~
The Receipt~
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The Mp3, Pink Metallic Casing & Charger~.JPG)
F3~
Jealous? 
Boy, don't be sad,
Cheer up~
I promise i'll be there when ya need,
Even if we can't be tgt again,
It's alright~
I LOVE you~
Labels: ipodnano
Y Monday, June 16, 2008
Hmm, so i heard rumors about her breaking up with him, it's true? Am i suppose to be very happy over this? I really don't know about it. Blahs, but now i think that she's dumb to ditch him, i know i have no rights to say anything la but his actually quite good lo. You say he don't care about you? Seriously, he doesn't even care about me more than you lo. It's really the first time i see him so serious in a relationship even i get jealous of you and you just wanna ditch him away? It's on 14th right, that reminds me of Valentine's day when he ditched me. But why must you ditch him on the same date as me. Or issit you just wanna ditch him before his birthday. He even bought things you wanted and now you broke his heart? Do you know i can actually see that his hurting inside although he kept saying his alright and not sad? Girl, after you left him, did you ask yourself if you had regret leaving him? I bet you don't even understand the pain it is to accept the truth, though he can say it's his retribution as what he did to me before is happening to him now. Seriously, it's different lo. I didn't expect you 2 to end so fast after 2 months being tgt. I don't believe you have no feelings for him and don't wanna save this relationship, just that it takes time and you are lazy to give him more time to get used with. Now he can say he get all tense up everytime his with you and totally different when his with me, but there's a reason behind it. I don't really stress him up, even if he really did say or did something wrongly, i know what is call to open alittle of my heart and forgive him. He's always afraid that he'll make you angry and you'll start ignoring him, that's why he don't really dare to speak up, get it? You even asked him if he was sad after the breakup? WTH can~ Break jiu break why must go ask ppl sad anot? Seeing him sad makes you happy? What's the other reasons for breaking with him, Becos of me writing all this on my blogs or me talking about you 2? It's weird~ Ohya, am i suppose to be angry with you cos seriously i think i'll be wasting my time to get angry over you. But i should say i am abit angry with you to make my love sad now. I can't even do anything to make him like before already. I feel so sorry man. Sighs. It's crazy to be like this but i'm blank in my mind now so i'm gonna stop before anything happens~ Somehow i think she'll regret and go back to him..i don't know~ T.TLabels: sighs
Y Monday, June 16, 2008
Blog update tonight~ I'm rushing time like hell now~ Be back at night~ Miss you people~ hehes~ Is fate playing with me? I really wonder~
Sunday, June 15, 2008 Y Sunday, June 15, 2008
Hmm, it's less than 24hours & Adeline darl will be going for her camp~ She's now going crazy over her EYECANDY~ Tsktsktsk, forget me le lo. Win liao~ F3 Anyway, at least she's not emo-ing, it's a good thing~ So have lots of fun but please rmb to take good care of urself if not i don't go East Coast on Saturday le uhh~ Hehe. Plus later Marcus will worry for you also uhh~ Muahahaha~ :x
Of cos, i never forget my Charmaine Bestie ღ, Evil girl whose gonna dump me in Singapore for a week or more in less than a day time. You better Take Good Care of yourself before i kill you when you come back. Good luck for your Auditions~ Bon Voyage Bestie ღ, you better come back in a piece like when i last saw you, alright? Don't forget my presents from Melbourne! I love you Bestie ღ~ You'll be greatly missed by me for days & i'll update you when you return. Text me when you reached Melbourne too~ XOXO~Oh Man, 2 of my sweeties away for days. Now i feel lonely~ T_TLabels: Bestiesღ
Y Sunday, June 15, 2008
LALALA~ I'm thinking of what i should do now. Came back from IT Fair not long @ Suntec Expo with Mum & Dad, i wanted to buy Ipod Nano one yet the prices were OMFG! Plus i yet have the money so forget it. At least i paid Aaron & Eric a visit at Brothers Booth, such a good friend am i~ * ClapClap~* Shopped with mum and she said next time wanna shopped, don't drag dad along very mafan later cannot find him. LOLS~ My leg hurts now, after all those idiotic people keep pushing each other there & end up banging into me. So crowded~ Anyway, i may be able to buy my phone this week but i'm still irritated about getting which phone. HOW? LG, SE, HTC OR NOKIA? Well, now i kena pissed by 2 guys, 1 named WeiJie & the other one shall not be named. Now i feel so fucked up & pls if it's possible let me kill that S.O.B~ GOT GF BIG DEAL UHH~ What i lack of vocab or whatever shyt. I don't have to use it on you, dumbass~ So what if i'm vulgar, need you to care about it? Kao. Forget it, lazy waste my strength get angry over this 2, waste my time also to care. Arghh, fed up le la. No mood to blog anymore. Bye~
& Randoms~ 
I miss my Bibi Darling~ T_T
P.S; To all Fathers in the whole universe, HAPPY FATHERS DAY~
Boy, I'm still waiting for you,Just like Marcus is waiting for KJ,
To come to him,
& you coming back to me,
You know what i mean right?
Sighs~
Labels: fathersday
Y Sunday, June 15, 2008
To Jian An:HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY~
May all your wishes come true~
Hope the girl you like will accept you soon~
This year having 'O's le, Study Hard & get in to the course you want next year uhh~ It's been nice knowing you this years~
Yawns, it's 12.30AM now..I need my Beauty Sleep~
Hope you'll see this~ (:
Cheerios~ ^^
Loves,
Zhiying ღ.
Labels: Happy birthday JianAn
Saturday, June 14, 2008 Y Saturday, June 14, 2008
I'm bored now so i went by some of my friends blog to grab some surveys & do.
Survey #1:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?- WTF? How dare he do this kind of things to me? #2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?- Be a successful women & earn big~ [*Like as if it will happen] #3. What will your dream wedding to be like?- Ehh, Not really sure. -.- #4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?- DUhh, i'm not god, i can't predict my future~ #5. what's your ideal lover like?- Romantic, Sweet, can make sacrifices for me, but of cos LOVE ME ETERNITY. [*that's possible right?]#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?- Being loved by someone of cos but what's the diff between them. =.=#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?- Till death & still love him in heaven. Awwwww..#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?- Not sure but of cos i won't bless them so well. They'll break somehow.#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?- I'm not happy since the day he left me so does that count as these days? =.=#10. Is being tagged fun?- WTH?#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?- By den i'll be 26 yrs old with a loving husband & successful. [* in my dreams]#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?- Besties, Girlfriends, Family, Friends & of cos my LOVE~ #13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?- Tsk, wah lao, I answered WTH already in #10. #14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?- Rich & single unless the one i'm married to is really my LOVE since money can't buy true love, right?#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?- Snooze my alarm clock & go back to slp. ZzZz#16. Would you give your all in a relationship?- Of cos but i'm afraid to get hurt & regret after the last r/s with Jiaye. F3#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?- None? i don't know la. I'm devoted, rmb?#18. What type of friends do you like?- Fun to hang out with & loves to camwhore. Of cos able to share my troubles & keeps secrets.#19. What type of friends do you dislike?- Those that betrays my trust & take me for granted. Anw, whatever man, it's random~
Survey #2 #1. How long will you wait for someone you love?- Till death do us apart, thought i ans it before in survey #1?#2. What do you want to do now?- Call him & tell him how much i missed him since he left?[* i don't dare, of cos]#3. What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?- tell the one i LOVE that i really really really really love him . Awww Man, i wanna cry~ :x#4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?- Duhh, there's a reason for me or my friends to make me do so .#5. What will u do if ur best friend has been kidnapped?- HOLY SHYT! I'll panic & cry. Wth~ #6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?- yupps, I've seen it before~ But not in LOVE!#7. Who will you choose between, your ex or your current boy/girlfriend?- Okay this is confusing me, the one that love me most?!?! #8. What's your desired age of marriage?-Hmm, maybe 24?#9. Are you happy with your life now?- No i'm not~#10. What if your crush asked you out?- Oh God, Time to change & do some make up before i get late.#11. What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?-Coolios, hope something happen? :D#12. What feelings do you hate the most?- Being ditched by the one i LOVE most.#13. What will you do if you fall in love with your best guy/girl-friend?- EHH, It Depends really or maybe i'm not sure. LOL!!#14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?- His birthday, school & bullshyt stuffs. Whatever~#15. The most important thing in your life.- LOVE ♥_♥ & MONEY $_$~#16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?- Isn't it obvious for most of you? GUESS who is it.#17. Do you find life meaningless?- At times i really do & hope i could end my life just like that. #18. Who do you love the most?- Jiaye la, duhhh~ Maybe not, should be Charmaine Bestie♥ & Aaron Bestie♥.#19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.- It's a secret! :x20. What's your greatest wish?- To be with him again & last forever happily with good future for both of us. [*bullshyt]21. What will you change if you can turn back time?- To not do those stupid things i did when i was with Jiaye & be a good faithful girlfriend? [*IF ONLY I COULD~] Survey 3 requested by Steady LingLing who just called me. >.< #1. What's your name?- [Jeslyn] Ng Zhi Ying~ :DD#2. What does your friends call you?- Zhiying, Zhiiyingq, Zinc, Ying, Mystics, there's more.#3. What time is it now?- 12.07AM#4. If you could change your eye colour, what would it be?- Baby blue, purple, pink, green or brown?#5. How many pillows are there on your bed?- Trios three 3~ Siao!#6. Who was the last text mesage you sent to?- Jolene the barney~ ^^#7. What colour is your shirt now?- I'm wearing my Cookie Monster sleeping gown. F3#8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list?- Aaron's new no.#9. When was the last time you cried?- Last night. =.=#10. What school are you in now?- PEIRCE SECONDARY SCHOOL!#11. Do you have a crush?- YES? idk la.#12. Who was the last person that made you laugh?- I don't remember.#13. How long is your hair?- I don't measure my hair yet it's not long now.#14. What was the longest time you ever slept?- 1 whole day? I LOVE SLEEPING! (:#15. Have you seen your best friend cried?- Duhh, That's obvious right?#16. What thing you cant stand?-- Them tgt & MONG KHENG THAT BITCH~ F3#17. What you wanna do now?- Sleep? Rmb i LOVE sleeping!#18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over?- Both are fine with me. #19. When was the last time you scolded someone?- Today! :x#20. Would you like your friends to do this too?- Hmm, If they want too?#21. Then ask five of your friends to do this test.- Adeline, Charmaine, Marcus, Michelle & Beatrice.
Now i wanna go sleep already~ I'm going IT Fair tomorrow & Aaron Bestie is working there tmr. Pay him a visit, His pay is shuang man~ 1hour $7? How cool can that be?Nights!
Boy, I just seems to love you more,
Instead of fading of the feeling,
Do you know that?
MISS MISS MISS YOU~
I'm going insane becos of this~
Labels: Surveys
Y Saturday, June 14, 2008
Hmm, so what did i do today? Didn't really go out and play or what but yet i did my maths paper at the library. Coolios~ Reached home before 6 as mum gave me a curfew time where i have to reach home before 7 or i'm dead. So i didn't asked anyone to accompany me instead. Now i'm so bored and finally i can use the computer without anyone bothering me as i handed in the work i've done. Boiboi gave up on me already, i guess, right? Yet i guess now there's only left with the one who has waited for me almost 2 yrs but he understands me. ^^ 4 Months being single and yet today i feel extremely happy instead of being sad. Not sure if i've think over it but somehow i have a good feeling today. I really wonder what is it, has my luck change or what? Whatever that won't be true either. I'm just the willing side doing stupid things that doesn't get anything back. Yet that's what you mean i love you? I'm going IT Fair tomorrow at Suntec with my parents, Korean food, MY LOVE~ It's been so long since i ate them and it must be HOT & SPICY~ ^^ Now it's time for me to save money too, i can't spend money like before. I wanna get myself something meaningful this year for my birthday since i can't get to celebrate it as it's 'O' Levels~ Sighs~
Sis & ME~ (:
Tomorrow is another DAY~ ^^
Just being random~
BABY, LOVE & KISS ME~
Boy, i'm happy today,
Do you know why?
That's becos it's a secret.
Okay, i'm just being lame,
You'll know why someday~
I Love You~
Labels: delightfulday
Friday, June 13, 2008 Y Friday, June 13, 2008
Just got back from Airport to fetch my dad back from HongKong. He got me my Relax Choya & a new dress? How nice is that after so long and finally i can drink Choya! Had Poppeyes for dinner and i feel so fat now~ Gosh! Plus I got myself a new hairstyle, now it's short and i feel weird, though it's more cooling now with the wind blowing pass me. Don't worry i don't look like a boy~ I'll post up all the pictures in the morning when i upload it through my sis's phone. Now its time for me to go off already. Tiring day for me, and i wonder what should i do later in the day. Hmm..
P.S Happy 4 Months Single to Myself~ Cheerios~
Boy, it's your day soon,
Excited?
Your first time having ur own beloved one to celebrate with you,
Too bad it's not me.
But i'm okay with it cos i'm always ard~
Loves~ :x
Labels: airport
Thursday, June 12, 2008 Y Thursday, June 12, 2008
Happy Birthday TianPing~
Almost forgot to post this, but hope she'll see this at my blog~ Hope all ya wishes come true~ Stay happy always my dear friend~ ^^I wanna go sing song with my sis at home already~ KTV at home~ WOOTS! COOLIOS~
P.S for Marcus Kor & Adeline Darl~
Boy, it's 2 months for you 2 tmr,
Are you happy in this relationship with her?
I hope you are,
So that i don't have to see you sad,
you know it's hurts me to see that right?
Sighs~
Labels: happybirthdaytp
Y Thursday, June 12, 2008
Okay, my mood got bad after seeing them so close again~ I swear that my eyes were full of fire & i really felt like killing people, what i only did was to not cry over it. Why did i get jealous again? I talked to him today yet maybe talking to him is a bad thing. Some things happen, i'm not sure about it as i'm still guessing. Sighs. Sorry Handsome~ Just finish downloading his stupid songs as requested & i wonder why i helped him. I made Ace boiboi angry as i got too attitude on the phone when in the first place i asked him to accompany me. Actually i do care for you just that i don't know how to. After english remedial, ZongJin, Jolene, Aaron, Jessie, Genie, ChengHeng, Jiaye & me stayed in school for awhile. Jessie was asking Jiaye about the prepaid card stuffs yet i didn't go near them but yupps after that he left to don't know where in a hurry. So the rest of us waited for our old classmate to come school as Jolene passing her 小鬼's new book 鬼混. ZongJin & I accompanied Jessie & Genie to hub in the end to make a new ezlink card for herself as her old one was spoilt. Ask about the prepaid card stuffs then ZongJin & I left to popular while both of them went home. Tmr is another day of torture with 4 hours of Combined Science?!?! That's insane~ I'm going nuts soon if all this last for more than that. Anyway, time for me to go do some stupid revision when i'm not in the mood? Okay, Bye~ P.S 对不起, Ace boiboi,每一次都要让你担心我的一切~但我真的值得让你一直等待吗?你一直说成全或放手会是一种解脱，不过你是不舍得的，对吧?很感激你为我做的一切~我有感受到你的心意~A notice panel found in school before i left school~LMAO~
宝贝, 你还在吗?
为何我感觉不了你的温暖呢?
你还记得我还在同样的地方等着你回来吗?
那个你对我说再见的地方，
而跑去和别的女人在一起，
请别忘了我，好吗?
我依然还爱你~ x3s`
Labels: reservedfarking
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Y Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Pictures that i took few days back & i'm just being random~On the way home from Thomson Plaza~
F3 F3 F3 :x
I was just bored studying so i sketch this out..[i know not nice. -.-]
I wish upon the stars tonight that my wish will come true~ 
Boy, i'm lost again in my dreams,
It's so dark and cold that i'm afraid to leave that spot,
When will you help me find my out?
Sighs~
Labels: randoms
Y Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I'm bored~ My hamster died in the morning and mum send me an sms to inform me. When i'm in school?!?! Yea, i got shocked, i just cried infront of Beatrice and the rest, they got shocked too but consoling me was the only thing they could do. I'm much better now~ No worries~ Thanks Girls! ^^ At least i still have Autumn Baby with me, that's also my precious one as it's the one that he bought me. Sighs. Anyway, the dumbest thing i did today was to rewatch KungFu Panda. WTH~ You may think that i'm wasting money right?When i'm already broke & left with not much money~ But nahh, the show is funny~ When it's the part about the wooshii fingers, whatever~ I don't know how to spell it~ But i loved the movie alot as there's a meaning but it's a secret that i will just keep it to myself~ ^^ This few days, my mood is still fine, not so moody as before but i'm sensing some bad omen ahead. 5 more days to TEENAGE & TEENS magazine, quickly come out i can't wait to read them. When it's fashion and lots more, i just wanna be the first to be updated. Haas, though i have bad fashion sense but i have no choice. No money = No New Clothes~ T.T Anyway, i shall go read my story book i borrowed ytd~ Bye~ P.S May my dearest little baby Xia0Heii Hamster rest in peace~ Hope you can go to a better place and not suffer anymore~ I'll miss you like i did to the other baby hamsters i had~ T.T Boy, though you are still far from me,
I know that i'm still in your mind at times,
Just that you never told me anything,
Remember when you fall,
I'll always be there to catch you~
Muacks~ (:
Labels: xiaohei
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Y Tuesday, June 10, 2008
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY~ NOTHING SEEMS TO COME TO MY MIND NOW SO I'M OFF TO DRAW STARS ON WHITE PAPER SO DON'T PESTER ME TO BLOG TONIGHT~
BYE~ XOXO`~
Boy, i just can't seems to focus well today,
I just keep thinking about you,
Even when i was napping,
I dreamt about you,
& only you~
Missing you is tiring~
Labels: destressing
Y Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Today is an important day~ It's Michelle's sweet 17th Birthday~ I'm the first to wish her Happy Birthday~ YAY~ LOLS~ I love this sweetie of mine, as we knew each other since we were primary 1? Seriously, we look damn ugly last time. I love her lots & My secret are mostly shared with her or Charmaine Bestie so yupps~ HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE~
May all your wishes come true & stay pretty always~ (:
Boy, it's a week more to your birthday,
i still remember that~
Labels: michelle
Monday, June 09, 2008 Y Monday, June 09, 2008
Social Studies Extra lesson is uber boring but that's no choice, last year of studies in Secondary school le. Zhiying, YOU MUST CHIONG STUDY & BE HARDWORKING LE~ Just like loving him & not giving up~ I know i can do it but firstly, i'm too lazy to force myself to study~ HOW? Someone teach me how to study can? I don't really know how to manage my time well but Prelims is in less than a month and i'm so lack of informations plus i'm very bad in maths! Man, i'm going crazy going on like this, this can't go on la~ Anyway, After Social Studies EXTRA lessons, i accompanied Michelle to go Art room and accompany the rest to stay for their lesson. My future wedding gown designer & also my beloved girlfriend, Beatrice Sweetie~ She drew me in a nice cheong sum which she design and mainly for her art coursework, seriously i am so sexy in that picture as i had long slim legs. Okay, exaggerating but that's not me. I only told everyone that it's me, how i wish too. Michelle and i went to Thomson Plaza after that as we didn't know what to do and i was hungry for food, so we just decided to go there. Somehow he got on the same bus as us as he always takes those buses home but ended at the same place as us. Yet we went seperate ways. We ordered our food and finally i can catch up with Michelle with our little secrets. Somehow though she can betray my trust, she's still that sweetie that's close to me whenever i need if i don't have Charmaine Bestie around. While we were going home, we met this weird uncle and we had to avoid him in many ways, damn scary but luckliy Bus 132 came so we just rush up the bus and Phew that was close. Haas, i somehow slept on the bus when i took 261 after that but i got down just on time when it reached my house bus-stop. ^^ Had a little nap and accompanied mom to her school with her heavy books and i earn myself extra pocket money though it's little. YAY~ Now i'm lazy to do anything already, shall stop blogging for now. Time for my dramas online~ Lalalalala~~Beatrice's drawing~ NO GRABBING OR I BITE!! COPYRIGHTED~
宝贝, 真心话到了现在都还没对你说,但因为有你的存在,
让一切都变成不平凡,
我好想缝合你我的手心,
就这样牵住永远放不开,
有你的陪伴,
呼吸着有你的空气,
那 就是我要的幸福,
但这只是一场梦,
就像思念是一种病~
あいしてる
Labels: ss
Sunday, June 08, 2008 Y Sunday, June 08, 2008
I watched Kungfu Panda today with a close friend of mine at Hub early in the Morning today~ The movie was cute and funny just that it didn't really humor me alot. I'll rate it 3/5 stars for this but its a great show for families on a Sunday~ Went town after that and in the i'm tired now~ Yawns~ School starts tomorrow and i finally get to see him in school after weeks~ But it's SOCIAL STUDIES or GEOGRAPHY FOR TOMORROW? WTFFFFFFFFFF! But i'm meeting up with my primary school girlfriends after school which are my Steady Lingling, my Lesbian parter YinHui, My beloved daughter JiaXin & sweetie Karen~ COOLIOS~ I miss the times we had in primary school, so uber sweet can. But not confirm if it's tmr as some of us have to leave early. I have to helped my mom but she's giving me extra pocket money, so why not help her? I wanna head early to bed tonight. Fucking tired and looking forward to tmr though the lessons sucks~ Anyway, i'm going off early tonight, transfer some songs first, so bye for now~ I'll be back tomorrow~ Hopefully pictures?XOXO~
Boy, Tonight i've fallen,
Yet i still wish upon the stars,
That my wish will come true someday,
Even though i know that it's not possible,
I presevere till the end of time, wishing & praying still~
Labels: tired
Saturday, June 07, 2008 Y Saturday, June 07, 2008
The photos will do the talking, so yea~
First on the list: Viena Buffet~
Emo-ing so ignored me~
Aar0n Bestie & ME
Do you notice Aaron in the REFLECTION?
Aaron crazy, he wanted to extort money from me! HELP~!
Zhiying's view ; Aaron's view~
Notice the words running in our mind? LMAO~
Yea, that's me with that Cockeye F3 face~ :x LOLS! 
Second on the list: 5A1'08 Girls Outing @ East Coast Park~
Charmaine Bestie ღ
She's learning how to cycle, badly~
Bestie & ME~
I'm on a bigger bicycle~ ^^
Charmaine Bestie & ME~
Camwhoring after weeks not taking photos tgt~ (:
Jessie, Genie, Beatrice, ZongJin & Jolene~
Not forgetting ME in white~
Extra hor? :(
Jolene & ME~ ^^
Lastly, Sorry Bestie for backing out last minute and not going for the SPI tour, something crop up at home so i had to leave you and Aaron in the end~ I'll make it up to you guys soon~ Not angry, yea? Besties ღ for life ~
Boy, it's hard to believe that you aren't here with me tonight~
Labels: Photos
Cookie Time~
Okay, that's my Cookie Mirror~
Reflection~ I'm gonna wear like this next Saturday~ ^^
Promises must be kept right?
Hmm, it's less than 24hours & Adeline darl will be going for her camp~ She's now going crazy over her EYECANDY~ Tsktsktsk, forget me le lo. Win liao~ F3 Anyway, at least she's not emo-ing, it's a good thing~ So have lots of fun but please rmb to take good care of urself if not i don't go East Coast on Saturday le uhh~ Hehe. Plus later Marcus will worry for you also uhh~ Muahahaha~ :x
F3 F3 F3 :x
I was just bored studying so i sketch this out..[i know not nice. -.-]
I wish upon the stars tonight that my wish will come true~ 
