Thursday, July 31, 2008 Y Thursday, July 31, 2008
F3, Zong Jin just stated at her blog today that i am a CRAZY PIG? Why? Though i'm now going mad with F&N coursework A & B. Thanks to Randall, he helped me edit part B so i'm able to edit my part A asap alr. Now it's 11.44pm, i'm freaking tired & miss him alot. Blahs~ Okay, finish partly alr, i wanna go off soon~ Hate F&N alot currently with Ms Lau pestering us to hand it in every single day. Gosh Man~ Shall go off for now for F&N edits, I seriously need to blog with all my pictures soon~ The views are getting lower & lower each day~ Byeeeeeee~P.S Michelle is a good entertainer for keeping you awake at night~ Thanks Girl~ ^^
Boy, days are still passing thru our lives,
Till now,
What do you regard me as,
Friend,
Family member,
Lover,
Tool,
Nothing?
I really wander sometimes,
Cherishing someone i loved so deeply is hard to control alr,
I'm losing my touch now,
It is seriously getting numb now~
Jy, will you be back?
Labels: Fnnarenuisances
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y Wednesday, July 30, 2008
I'm sick for the past few days, and yet i have not recovered~ F&N coursework is driving me CRAZY~ Tomorrow is the deadline for all part A & B, My Da Jie is coming home from Thailand and lastly, my ErJie's 20th Birthday. I'm busy & stress now, HOW? Dreadful uhh~ Not forgetting, alot of stupid stuffs happening now again, i think i really can go mad. Blahs~ BAck to coursework, gonna help Siti first~ I'll be back when i'm free with lots of pictures~Boy, it's nice to be held in your arms,
Even if you are not in love with me,
I know someday,
You'll notice how much i sacrifice just for you,
I don't mind others saying that i'm foolish,
Just wanting to please you,
Is all i wanna do,
Losing a sight of you,
Simply makes me lose control of myself,
I think i'm really obessed into you~
Days counting down till you will be back to me,
I'll wait no matter what happens~
Becos I LOVE YOU, JY~
Labels: busy, stress
Monday, July 28, 2008 Y Monday, July 28, 2008
28th July is not a good day for myself and my dearest friends. Yet, i have no mood now again.Maybe i think too much, i'm not sure either. *Sighs.Boy, sometimes i think that i'm a fool for not giving up on you,
Yet seeing you everyday can't made me forget you,
But made me Love you more & more each day,
Eveytime i made a mistake for making you angry,
I had to find ways to make you happy and not be mad at me,
I'm getting weaker & weaker each day,
Thinking that maybe all this can't let you be touched,
Darling, please, can't you make my life more easier abit?
Can't you let me LOVE you?
I'm starting to fade bit by bit now,
Not knowing how to love myself much more.
Jy, I LOVE YOU TRULY~
Sunday, July 27, 2008 Y Sunday, July 27, 2008
Busy busy busy, and i yet post the pictures of what i took last week~ I'm sorry all~ Prelims are near in 25 days? Not sure, yet i'm going to be Missing-In-Action soon, so if ya wanna find me. Msg or call me at 93555794 or 98509554(New No.)~
My F&N practical with help of Jason~ ^^
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Boy,It's been a great time being with you,
Yet i can't wait till 3 more months for the answer,
I'm getting more and more impatient alr,
You don't give a damn to anything either,
Why?
I Love You since 070205~
Labels: busy
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Y Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I'll be back soon~ Miss me~
Boy, i just love to be by ur side,
Every day, every min of your life,
Till the day we die,
I just wanna stay by your side,
Yet are you willing to let me?
Jy, I Love You Forever~ (:
Labels: Mia
Sunday, July 20, 2008 Y Sunday, July 20, 2008
Sorry Adeline, Shien, James~ I couldn't make it to meet up with you guys today at Changi Airport~ Anyway, No time to blog alr, i got to go weigh out my F&N practical stuffs now~ Blog tmr~^^
Aaron & Charmaine BESTIES ღ~
Felicia Yiap~
BENBEN Ang~ :x
Updates on Alexander Bridge Soon @ zhiiyingq-life.bs.com~
Boy, i hate to be just oxygen around you,
It's hard to endure further,
The maximum is getting nearer and nearer each day,
I start to breathe much lesser,
I'm afraid of dying yet,
I can't give up on you so easily~
I LOVE JY For Life~
Labels: sorry
Saturday, July 19, 2008 Y Saturday, July 19, 2008
HAPPY PEIRCE FAMILY DAY'o8~
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR JONATHAN ONG~ though i know you may not see this. I can say it's not the best family day ever, though i get to see alot of my friends back in school. Yet it's still a good time for me to bond with those friends i haven't seen for a year or 2. Spend $20 coupon and it was on food~ The fresh fruit yogurt ice-cream was the best as i mixed all the berries together. ^^ Left with $10 so i went to buy the Limited Edition Falcon Bear from the BITCHY BITCH MONG KHENG~ She was so wanting to catch me today with those hypocrite eyes looking at my legs, gosh~ She act one skinny jeans also, lucky i never wore it today orelse faint~ Teachers were all busy and everyone just wanna earn the coupon's money. Ex-peircean from past years came back and there were alot of familar faces, thus the best is still seeing Marcus and the others coming back. After the Family day, i went out with Aaron along with his parents, aunt and cousin, Javier to Alexandar Bridge. The journey was long and imagine some idiot wearing high heels to walk long distance, confirm leg got tons of blister and that idiot is ME. * PAIN uhh~ Reached Vivo City around 7.45 and had dinner, his mum treated me as i didn't have much money left too. Thanks~ Saw National day parade sky shows too, fireworks and the helicopter with Singapore's Flag, which ended up reaching home late again. Now i'm tired like hell already, my legs are hurting me which includes myself missing him so much now again. Pictures tmr~ BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Boy, missing you everyday is part of my life,
It's just like loving you more & more each day,
It has become a impt task for me to do,
Every single day,
I just have to finish that task and pray that you are glad i'm here,
But i'm not sure about your answer,
As she is still in your heart, right?
I Miss You, JY~
Labels: Familyday
Friday, July 18, 2008 Y Friday, July 18, 2008
LIFE SUCKS~ FUCK IT~ I'M OFF~
Boy, why can't you be more sensitive enough,
Just to get jealous for awhile over me,
Can't you care for me abit more,
I'll be contented enough to be not so pissed and sad now,
It's you, i care most too,
I wanna change now,
Yet I'm not gonna change my LOVE on you~
FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU~
Labels: screw
Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y Thursday, July 17, 2008
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!Now i'm not in the mood and got someone to be angry with me too. I lost $28 after i showered out and seriously, who the fuck is that dumbskull who took it? Now i left with $1 and i wonder how am i gonna survive for tmr, Sat and Sun. Pissed off and i'm going off. BYE!Boy, i'm sorry for always making you angry,
I'm sorry for venting my anger on you,
It's not your fault in the first place either,
Yet i'm always a fool by not thinking before i act.
I LOVE YOU~
Don't be mad at me already, alrights?
Labels: FUCK
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y Wednesday, July 16, 2008
温岚-傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
Boy, you won't treat me like a idiot, right?
All this while,
The things i did,
Does it worth a thing?
I just hope after a nightmare,
There'll always be sweet dreams,
But how long can that last me?
I miss you, my LOVE~
Labels: 傻瓜
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Y Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Sorry, i will blog tomorrow cos i'm busy playing Pokemon on my sister's phone now~ The latest trend in our class and during lesson time, you'll see almost everyone's eyes on their phone instead of books. They even brought chargers to school for incase their phone get out of battery. Lols~ Byeeeeee~ ^^
* Grab from Charmaine Bestie's Blog~
Boy, it's useless trying to drive me away,
You knew that i will still love you,
Yet you kept on chasing me away,
I'm not afraid of you~
You're gonna be mine, i swear~
Muacks~
Labels: pokemon trend
Monday, July 14, 2008 Y Monday, July 14, 2008
Happy 5 Month Single For Me~
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Happy 1 Month Single to Him~ :x
Anyway, I shan't talk about what happen ytd, my mood ain't that good today~ Or should i say 14th is a cursed date, not becos it's my 5 months being single but other stuffs related. Seriously, FUCK IT~ Went school with 2 freaky swollen eyes and it made me have small eyes. I didn't have much sleep too, alright? *Sighs. Depressed, Depressed, Depressed~ I sign up for DPA today along with him and other classmates at Com Lab 2. All of us were like OMG, left 1hour only, quick go sign up~ I chose Mass Communications as my 1st choice and i know that's impossible one, Second was Mutimedia and Animations, i wanna get in if i can't get in Mass Comm, Lastly, InfoComm Technology, i love IT related things too much, can't be blame~ Ohya, Latest craze for Sec 5s, playing Pokemon on their handphones and in class during lesson time~ LOLS~ Time for superband, Byeeeeeee~
The drink i bought ytd, There's a glass ball inside too~ Coolios~
Yummy~ ^^
I'm Confused~
Cuts that mean I'm Serious In Loving You~ :x
Messy's @ Bugis
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Boy, I just hope you could just forget the past,
Why must you cling on to those scary memories,
I'm scare that's why i never did wanna tell you,
Becos i knew that something bad will happen,
Like what has happen now,
I Love You Faithfully,
Don't you know that?
*Sighs~
Labels: 14july
Sunday, July 13, 2008 Y Sunday, July 13, 2008
Came back not long from Bishan Library, went there to study again~ Yet all the while i was still confused, for some reason and only one person know why am i like this. His the one who cause me in this state too. Along with her too, both of them are affecting my minds now. Seriously, i have to find a way to separate them from coming into my way to success. Anyway, i bought myself some Japanese Soft Drink which cost me $2.50. ^^ Now it's time for me to watch HellBoy 1 on Channel 5 first, See ya people~Boy, you really made my mind confuse,
I'm so confuse about loving you so much now,
I'm yet sure if not giving up,
I will be able to get anything back in return,
Yet i know you won't have that answer now for me,
Your love is now blind still with her,
When you knew that she left you for good,
I just want you to realise how much you mean to me,
That's all~
Jy, I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE~
Y Sunday, July 13, 2008
I'm very CONFUSED now~
Y Sunday, July 13, 2008
The feeling won't stop, even if i want too.
I just kept on loving you more and more,
It's so hard to even think how long more i have to wait,
But giving up ain't the choice now for me,
After so long of endurance,
It's too late to give up, and i'm sure i won't have the courage to do so.
Yet everytime when i think of him and her once together,
I'm afraid there will be a second chance for them to be reunited.
I just wanted to be his, and only his for life,
Is it possible?
I really wander alot this days about this.
Girl, do you still like him?
I hope you're not and treat him as a friend now instead.
I'm really giving my best in this time,
Even my friends are leaving me one by one or drifting away slowly,
I'm getting lonely and scared already,
I hate that feeling dreadfully,
Does anyone of you understand that pain in me?
Will it be better in time?
Boy, I seriously miss you holding me in your arms,
Telling me that you love me one and only for life~
I LOVE YOU~
Labels: boy
Saturday, July 12, 2008 Y Saturday, July 12, 2008
Movies today is LOL cos Red Cliff is only Part 1 and i didn't know about it~ >.<>
Ohya, something came to my mind today, does she still like him anot? Blahs, i felt some bad omen coming my way again man. Oh God, Please don't give me nightmares again, i had enough the other time. Let me have some sweet dreams and let me have him again, can i? Preeeeetttyyy Pleaseeeeeee~
I wanna go load animes already, time to get updated with my D. Gray Man. Byeeeeeeeeee~
Boy, i really hope we could go back to the good old days,
I don't mind being a puppet now,
I just hope i will have my dream come true,
I miss all your sweet talking and petty tempers,
You have put me faithful only to you forever, SINCE~
I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE~
(:
Y Saturday, July 12, 2008
BOO~ I rush out my new blogskins, it's only left with the picture which is half edited so i have to update it tomorrow. Now it's 12.40am, time for bed~ Byeeeeee~Boy, I just found out that it's impossible for me to not like you,
Cos I SIMPLY LOVE YOU TOO MUCH,
And i can't afford to lose you to anyone,
Not even a bit~
Muacks~
I MISS YOU~
Labels: new blogskin
Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y Thursday, July 10, 2008
Today is 10th of July, i'm getting pissed over matters with my friends now~- It's fine if i'm the one being selfish and bias to him only.- All the long, i trusted you guys as my closest friends or even Besties.- Now becos i'm like sticking close to him, you guys think that i was just using you all.- I know i may not get any good things being nice to him or what.- Yet i just hope that my waiting was worth it, i don't mind just being his friend now either.- I don't know what you guys can be thinking about or saying me.- I just wanna let you guys know that all the long i thought our friendship was strong.- Now it seems that becos of me going close to him now, it ends up into our friendship being so dull.- I'm disappointed in this friendship between all of us.- Becos of all this things that has happen, even if i had problem now, i could only find 1 person.- Though you guys don't know who that person is, she meant very important to me.- The only darling girl that i could rely on after the breakup between me and him.- She's in Malaysia and i'm in Singapore, see the distance apart us?- That's why i thought when i was down, i could find you guys now, yet now all of you are drifting so far away from me.- I don't really know how to face you guys either, sometimes even him.I'm irritated enough now, that i don't even know what i'm typing. There's hours of F&N tomorrow and i guess i may have to reach home around 8pm. Screw my life~ This is fucking hell instead of life on Earth when friendship and love aren't even strong enough to rely on already. I won't give up on love and studies now, plus seriously i need my darling Ivy now. Totally depressed, furious and i'm crying already. *Arghhhhhh~Boy, if only we didn't break up,
Maybe my friendship & love won't be like this now,
Sometimes i kind of just wanna die infront of you guys,
Hoping you all will regret somehow,
Yet i know i won't give up either on love or friendship,
Cos it's not worth it~
Jy, give me another chance, will you?
Labels: friendship
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 Y Wednesday, July 09, 2008
I screwed up my Mt Oral so i don't really wanna talk about it. School's still great with friends around though i'm still like a stranger to Aaron & clique somehow. I don't really know what's wrong too, i'm just selfish somehow but everyone is changing. Both Jiaye & Adrian had a new haircut becos of Mr Ong catching them again, His still handsome though now he has some weird fridge. =.= Anyway, i gtg for now, no mood after a call and becos of my silly mistake again, i feel retarded now. *sighs~Boy, I'm sorry for always making you mad,
I didn't mean to be like this,
Yet at times,
Can't i have a chance to be myself,
And be stubborn?
I wanna be pamper like those girls,
Who has a boyfriend,
Yet i have none~
*Sighs~
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 Y Tuesday, July 08, 2008
I can only say that friendship nowadays is getting more and more fragile, nothing is forever, just like LOVE. Not everything have a good outcome in the end, even if you continue praying, do you people even know that? Alot of things has happen and i'm not gonna elaborate further. Okay, i don't wanna spoil my mood today as now i going crazy missing him like mad, how~? So i shall post some photos i've been taking this few days~
*Someone drew this on my leg~* :x
On the way back from Bishan Library on Youth Day~ (:
I sort of like this specs alot; it makes me feel retarded~ F3
Dior Shades~ x3s~
The pills i'll be taking for months as my mom says it will give me flawless complexion~ =.=It contains 400 pills in that BIG bottle~! ZOMG~!
www.zhiiyingq-life.blogspot.com
Boy, i found out that not seeing you,
For a sec or a min,
Drives me real crazy,
I can't imagine how i can lie to myself that,
It's alright not seeing you,
Cos I'm really Obessed into you~
JY, I LOVE YOU~
Labels: BOO
Monday, July 07, 2008 Y Monday, July 07, 2008
To Aaron, Charmaine Bestie & Jolene,Hmm, what can i say to you guys? I'm sorry? It seems like i'm drifting apart from you guys alot, i sense that this few days the attitude from you guys to me is way far from what i can imagine. Can i even know why is this happening? If now i'm closer to Genie they all just becos Jessie is not around then you're all wrong. I don't want to drift apart from any of you. Even now sharing secrets with you guys are hard and i doubt you guys have the attention to hear me out. Even calling you guys is hard too. I'm not sure what's wrong now, yet can you guys tell me? I'm sorry if i was selfish in the first place yet i hope you guys could forgive me. Let bygones be bygones, alrights? I sure wanna hang out with you guys real soon together~ I don't want our friendship to end up like this, it sucks real badly~ *Sighs~Loves,
Zhiying ღ.
Sunday, July 06, 2008 Y Sunday, July 06, 2008
I'm Dead-beaten after Ton-ning for a day~ Slept till 4pm just now. Yesterday was a fun day though at times i emo'ed off alone yet he tried to ask me to see those brothers gamble. Nice of him yet i kept thinking about some other stuffs. Saw my SO-CALLED Boyfriend Salam, with Surizan the idiot who always make fun of me, Ridwan the guy who now look like kyle from the click five too. It's so nice to see them after so long alr. They're still so funny as usual, and of cos i didn't really ate anything ytd. Got a bad headache yet Ben save me with his panadol~ Thanks Dude~ ^^ Everyone were busy gambling or drinking, so there is also 1 idiot name Cyrus who kept wanting to know how it felt like to be drunk, so Seraphina & i gave him lots of vodka + coke, Of cos after that he went hyper active, telling everyone that his not drunk when he actually was. Around 3+, he came over the girls area and told us to promise him that we won't drink, like retarded lo.Cyrus: EH, YOU ALL PROMISE UHH, PROMISE WON'T TOUCH OR DRINK UHH~ I DON'T CARE BETTER PROMISE HOR!Girls: YA LAH, YA LAH, WE WON'T DRINK DE LA~Cyrus: I DON'T CARE UHH, PROMISE ME, QUICK! * wanted us to do the pinky promise~*Me: Okay Okay! * Pinky promise with him *Retarded right, but his funny plus his drunk so what to do? I slept for like 10 mins too in the morning before i went over to see the others continue drinking. Of cos, after that i went to the nearby bench again and he came over, so sudden he slept on my leg and i got shocked. He was just too tired alr, i can see that, yet in my mind i just hope time could stop at that very moment, seeing him sleep so sweetly, i don't even bare to wake him up when the rest wanted to head back home on the first bus. Yet Shaun came over to disturb * Evil~ So he woke up and all of us left to take the bus home, the drunkens & those who were very tired slept on Bus 88 back like pigs and thought that the bus was their home. Sleeping pose were OMG! Reached home around 9+ if i'm not wrong, showered and i fainted on my bed till just now. Dinner was weird as my mom left a bento set at home. It smell very weird too, gosh~ I was craving for dessert so i went Hub to eat Snow Ice and it was YUMYUM~ ^^ *Satisfied~ Now I'm going off to do my own stuffs. Byee~Coming up soon:* New Blogskins* New Camera [saving up currently]P.S My Clique are treating me very weird this days, their attitude is so way far then i've imagine, am i losing my friends now? * I'm worried~P.S.S I Miss hanging out with you guys out, camwhoring~ When will we go out again?P.S.S.S Happy Birthday, Adrian~ though it's over alr.Boy, It's been so sweet to let you rest in my arms,
Although the reality is that we aren't tgt,
I know myself that i'm already contented enough,
You'll be my last love,
I've made my decision for now,
I realise it's impossible for me not to love you,
Cos you are my EVERYTHING~
I LOVE YOU~ ^^
MUACKS~
Labels: sweetday
Friday, July 04, 2008 Y Friday, July 04, 2008
My blog is dying without viewers, it's just like my mood everyday~ Now i found out the truth, i'm still at the starting point. The point that i can't accept the fact that i'm all alone now without a boyfriend that i've always love. Yet my life still carried on, just that this few days, i found out that friends that i'm close with are starting to drift way back away from me. Maybe i'm just selfish or i just love myself too much that i'm starting to change to another ZHIYING already. I'm sorry my dear friends, i really am Sorry~ But i don't know what to do, i just find that i'm really lost and in need of wanting him to lead me out from the darkness. Though in my heart, i know i'm still yet there, i still hang on cause all the long i didn't lose any hope in myself. I kept holding on to the love i always had for you as i knew that maybe 1 day you'll come back and say that you love me & meant it. She's still there in your heart, i know that and i can feel that even though i know you will never tell me the truth. It's been so long since i know you, so i'm sure about it, am i right? Now i feel so depressed, i'm not sure why am i brooding over this matter when my Darling Bibi always tell me to be confidence in myself. *sighs~ Nevermind, i gtg soon alr too~ There's school tmr~Boy, Love can be short & long,
Yet forgetting is LONG,
But to me,
Love being with you will be never-ending,
And i'll never have to forget anything,
Just only if i could have another chance to be with you,
I swear i'm a different girl,
I Love You & i can only help myself for now~
Jy, when can you be my boyfriend for the last time?
Labels: Dar
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 Y Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Some pictures to update my blog orelse it will be so lonely~ I've been moody this few days again, Of cos for the same stupid reason and i guess it's obvious right? Anyway, let the pictures do the talking instead, i wanna finish my homework now & think of him instead~ *Day-Dreaming~ The Blue-Black after Some stupid incident in school~ :x
I got my Appointment Letter from Tan Tock Seng Hospital today~ T.T
It's my NEW Gatsby Deodorant Rug~ ^^
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I got too bored alr~
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Boy, I Want You Back Badly~
Boy, i knew that i took your love for granted,
Yet i just wanted you to give me the last chance,
To win back your love from her,
But i see that i'll never be able to replace her now,
Can you tell me what to do?
Cause i'm really mad about you now~
Today Or Tomorrow, I'll still LOVE you~
I swear; You'll be my Last & Final Love~
Labels: imisshimbadly
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Aaron & Charmaine BESTIES ღ~
Cuts that mean I'm Serious In Loving You~ :x
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I got my Appointment Letter from Tan Tock Seng Hospital today~ T.T
It's my NEW Gatsby Deodorant Rug~ ^^.JPG)
I got too bored alr~.JPG)
Boy, I Want You Back Badly~
